The First Post

Have you ever thought about something that really bother you from time to time? It is not about something that actually important or need to be prioritized. It is about all thoughts that you have been grudging on over time. All those things that linger. Unwanted yet needed.

It was morning. I just got back from Kasia's. She came home, at last, for a short time though. The girl itself is pursuing her study at Melbourne, i don't know exactly since i am not paying to any details that i don't mind. We got this little party for her homecoming. The rooftop became the perfect place for our occasion. Saturday night, booze and smoke, friends, and silly talks. Pretty much all you could ask for perfect meetup, it just felt right. Well it was a little rainy, but we could see the pretty clear sky beforehand, oh and the moon. The moonshine made everything looks good, even my lousy white t-shirt became so neat under it.

However, something feels off. I do not know what is wrong with me. Maybe i know, but i do not realize it yet. What is it that really bugs me? Is it her? Is she gonna come back? Is she have changed her mind? Or am i that too dumb and too frustrated to ever think about that. Still, there are so much to think about which i need to focused on